Maid of love, happy to serve and obey

I have always been late to wake up, often due to being lazy. Now, when the first  alarm goes off in the morning, I spring from bed like toast out of a toaster, eager to make my wife's coffee and deliver a cup to her dressing room, and then ask if I may go back to bed, or should I stand in the corner. So far she has let me go back to sleep for a bit.

When I do awaken, I am to report in uniform, ask if I may have coffee and then return to my place at Her feet on my knees, where I am to sit silent and blindfolded. I am then given various household chores, each time to report back, and kneel at Her feet, often rubbing them for hours as She watches net flicks, or does her business. I cook and serve her breakfast, and tend to Her every little need with a curtesy. I do not so such as tinkle, speak or move without permission, or being told to.

Mid afternoon, she goes out to Her job for a few hours, leaving me with chores, and a nap time, so I am fresh to cook dinner, then after a while, rub Her Feet for hours blindfolded while She watches television in bed until She falls asleep or dismisses me. I am then free to make sure the kitchen is clean for morning, and watch a little television. 

Every moment for me is bliss. I love Spoiling and serving her, with total obedience. It feels good to do the right thing. We never argue, and I try not ever speak back, and She corrects me when needed. 

I have no say in any matter. She makes all my decisions for me, and likes me to just have a blank mind and just do as I am told. 

A fun example of the depth of my submission to share, I inherited a ranch out west in my name, but am giving every penny from the sale directly to her. I will not have the say of how any of it is spent, but will be getting several new uniforms. A black French maid style one for daily cleaning, and then an over the top frilly one for night service, and maybe a few other goodies. 

I don't watch the news, and avoid any current events. I only use the internet for sissy and maid related stuff like horny tumblr, or looking at panties and cute stuff my wife approves of. 

I have played maid on and off for years, but now somehow it really clicked. My wife is finding her power, and I am finding joy in being obedient. I feel I am a far better and productive person as a maid, then I ever was as a "man"

Life is short, and I am going to spend the rest of mine at my wife's feet serving her every little whim. I can offer no greater act of love than obeying Her every command, and living only to serve Her. 

This photo is not me, I just think its cute 

A sissy's dream comes true.

I love that at long last my dreams have come true, and all the years of hard work have paid off. 

I do not want to be a maid, or am training to be a maid, I AM a maid. 

I may have been interesting and handsome, but I was a failure as a man. I am not responsible and lazy and selfish. I was a waste of good air. 

Now I have a cause and purpose in life. I wake up, live and breathe only to serve my owner full time. 

From doing house work, massaging her feet, and serving her hand and foot, or just waiting in the corner for hours forgotten until needed, I am in bliss. 

Now, I curtesy and am deeply honored to be given the rule not to speak unless spoken to. I am ashamed to admit I fail sometimes, and speak out of turn, but am quickly chastised and punished. She delights as do I that I may not even speak unless spoken to or given permission. . This new rule was a major piece of my power I had to surrender. It was acceptance by both us of my place from now on. So I am not embarrassed to raise my hand to speak, nor am I upset if ignored. I am proud not to speak as a sign of respect, love  and submission. 

I have no hobbies ( I am allowed to look at sissy stuff, like drooling over cute panties, watching porn, keeping up this website)  original distractions, stay clean and shaved and wear frilly outfits at night, and a working maid uniform for my housework. She keeps giving me tons of frilly panties and outfits. 

My manhood is gone. All of my power and authority is gone, but what is left is a devoted slave who could not be any happier. This happened little by little, I always ashamed of my desires, scared I would lose her respect or love. 

I did loose her respect for me as a man, but not her love. I adore her, and literally live to only serve and obey her, and she likes that, and has gotten used to it. Never again will I be able to tell her what to do, or even make my own decisions. I am helpless and dependent. 

When I stand in the corner in my frilly uniform, I know I both deserve and have earned to be there. I let my mind go blank because I don't need to think, only obey. I make no plans, and am not allowed to do anything but serve or wait to serve. 

They say be careful what you wish for..  I sure am glad I wished to become a sissymaid, as there is no way back now.

I would be laughed at if I even tried to back step a little bit, and would end up whipped and sobbing back in the corner as I would rightly deserve. 

How did this happen?, or "I sure am glad this happened!"

This is how I started off as a globe trotting adventurer and ended up as a collared slave maid standing in the corner waiting to serve.
I have been submissive to my wife for years. It started small. I asked my wife if I could try wearing panties and doing more things at her request while in them, such as dishes and foot rubs.

She thought it a fantastic idea to wear panties, and soon she added short skirts, tops, and aprons. I would then sometimes dress up and play maid for a day. But then go back to other things in my life, such as travel, political activism, sailing and other things. Often I was gone for months. 

By and by, my wife became responsible for all the financial affairs, and matters of house and family. It was a natural fit for her to be in charge. Early in marriage years ago, I told her I want her to be the strong woman she is and never bow to please me. 

one of my daily work uniforms

I continued to explore further submission to her, as it just felt so right. I always knew what power I lost, I would never get back. I slowly became a maid, and then She accepted me as her slave and collared me. 

Fast forward to now, I have found my calling and have never been more content or happier. 

I have literally become a full time slave to my wife. I am powerless, and am not allowed to make any decisions, or do anything without permission. I am forbidden any news or any non sissy related internet. I am forbidden any non sissy maid activities full time with no exceptions.

Today, I was given a new rule I could not possibly be happier about. "Sissy does not speak unless spoken to". If I want to speak, I must raise my hand and wait. My greatest fear about being a sissy, is not being accepted by her, so being told not to speak unless spoken to, and being laughed at and sent to the corner when not serving just makes me feel secure. I am happy and grateful to serve, and am always eager to obey. 

I have no agenda of my own and am completely devoted to serving. 

Today, I woke up, my wife told me to have my coffee, put on my uniform then stand in the corner while she showered. There I happily waited to be called on to serve. I was summoned to make and omelet and toast. I quickly returned with her meal on a silver platter, and reported back to my corner to happily stand mindlessly, and blindfolded until needed again. Throughout the day, I was summoned to fetch things and do small chores, always with a curtesy then returning to my corner. I love the smile she gets when she sends me to my corner. 

Later, I massaged her feet for a long time as She watched tv, then napped for a bit, I did chores, cooked dinner then, rubbed her feet for a few hours tonight blindfolded until she went to sleep. 
Such is the day of the life for this sissy.

A Fresh Sissy Start

I have been away from home out west on family business for too many months in the world of men. it gave me time to think, be independent, have my own money and the freedom to do anything i wanted. Upon my return, i knew exactly what i needed to do.It was time for a fresh start, and a meaningful commitment to being the best maid i can possibly be.

Part of my submission is financial bondage, and I am signing over all of my property, cars, boats, and all funds from a recent inheritance to my owner as I should. I am not even to have access to any funds, or am allowed to make any choices about what it done with it. If my owner needs me to buy something, I must return all the change.

I have been given permission to continue this blog, and will be spending a lot of time here, as it is one of the only things I am allowed to do. It will serve as a journal my wife can read, and hopefully serve as encouragement or amusement for this blog's readers. I have been told to try to make money from this site somehow, even if by doing slutty humiliating things. I will also be exploring housecleaning, foot massage and other useful duties.

My world now is to stay focused at all times on being a good maid. The rules below are designed to keep me on the straight and narrow and please my owner.

Here are rules we have worked out i am to obey:


Slave has no rights or privileges unless granted, and can be taken away or given at whim, with no consideration of what slave wants.

Slave owns no property or money, and is not allowed to make any decisions about it.

Slaves opinion on anything is meaningless and unimportant, and should not even be offered unless asked. 

Slave must ask permission to do anything, and must curtsey and ask to be dismissed before leaving a room.

When given a command, slave must obey automatically at once, and return from a chore to report back and wait facing the wall until dismissed or given another task.

Slave must be in uniform daily unless told not to, and must be in a minimum of a bra and panties at all times.

Slave is to wear black uniform for cleaning, and a frilly one for night service. 

Slave is not permitted to watch any news, face book, or internet for anything non maid related. Maid is to live in a news blackout to stay focused on duties. Any television shows must be approved before watching. Any websites must be pre approved before visiting. Any violation can result in loss of television and internet privileges and or any other punishment.

My favorite apron

This is my favorite apron, I use it for my daily house cleaning chores. It does get dirty, but saves my uniform the soiling. I do love it so and am so grateful for it that I work hard every day to prove I deserve it.

Something has changed...

I have been a maid for years, but something has changed. I think I have finally come to terms with being a sissymaid. Instead of being ashamed, I am becoming proud of what I have become. I live only to serve my wife as a fulltime slave. I have never been a better person. I am so happy to immediately jump to obey any command mindlessly. Many the hour are spent daily giving foot and back rubs, and doing endless wonderful chores. In my spare time, I am only allowed to do sissy things like keeping shaved and combing my hair and hand washing panties. I am allowed to do this website, and look at sissy stuff only online.

On my Wife's part, she has really taken control. My every little move is controlled by her. I do nothing without permission, or she looses her shit. She will not tolerate any manliness from me at all. I am to be a docile obedient sissy at all times. About the only decision I am allowed to make is what panties to wear and I had best remember to curtsey daintily every time!  

To become a sissy maid, I had to give up any authority and dignity I had as a man.

What started out as a kinky experiment that started with panties, became my fate. Little did I know I would become a full time locked up and collared slave maid. 

The part I can't almost believe is how happy I have become. I feel so secure knowing I am not allowed to make decisions, but merely obey. Life is simple.

My cleaning uniform, favorite apron and slave collar

To be in this uniform, I had to loose my free-will, loose my wife's respect for me as a man, and give up all my belongings.

Now my wife treats me like a bitch, and punishes and shames me if I show any sign of not being fully submissive and obedient. 

I am proud of being an enslaved maid. It has consumed my whole life. I love my uniform and everything it represents. 

My wife would NEVER let me go back, she has become accustomed to fulltime service. In fact, nothing pisses her off more than me NOT being an obedient maid.

I am now dependent on her for everything. I am not allowed to make any plans or decisions . I am only to do as I am told.

I have never been happier or felt more secure, I know my place.